No Barn

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I like when the realization hits that I am getting the same message from different places in my life. This quote about the barn is on a card I kept from years ago because I love what it says.

The quote’s meaning is similar to the theme, as reflected in the title, of the book I’m currently reading to the kids for school.

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The meaning is also similar to a couple lines of poetry from Alice Cary’s “Nobility” that we learned a while back.

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At this time of year, in particular, when the time changes and officially brings summer to an end in my mind, I have to look hard to see what was hiding behind the barn. I have to practice finding the door in the wall so I can find out what might be gained by the thing my life misses so very much.

I get to cook sweet potato chili, for one. I get to wear my favorite boots. I get to see my kids get excited about Christmas. I get to use the warm covers. I get to invite people to dinner less (a season that I actually do appreciate after some busy months of hosting). I get to welcome the daylight sooner. I get to start thinking about goals for next year. I get to give my body time off from skiing. I get to remember that at least we don’t live in Chicago anymore.

And I get to anticipate the start of the new year each time I see these words on our wall, words that give me hope in the waiting season:

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A full-circle thought to end with is that the wood for this sign came from the real barn that came down on the farm where I grew up.